From: To: jecvacation@gmail.com Subject: thank you Date: Mon, 17 Oct 2011 18:19:13 +0000 Thanks for the talk. I don't want to talk to anyone about this - and I just adore Steve and don't want to do anything to mess up what I think is not only the perfect relationship but also the most wonderful/patient/generous and amazing person. Part of it might be that he doesn't find me attractive like he used to - or maybe just that the woman he thought he wanted isn't the one he needs. He hates the thought of a housewife etc but with my jobs as a doc and now a foundation exec have me traveling and spending time away. I could quit foundation and go back to medicine? UGH. Strange how in my whole life I've never been so afraid of losing something and feeling so powerless to stop the loss from happening. I will hang tight and do my best to support and love him. EFTA00922096