From: =M IMIlle To: njeevacation®gmail.com" <jeevacation®gmail.com> Subject: 7 Date: Mon, 09 Aug 2010 21:57:07 +0000 Jeffrey, please, I just need answers regarding my apartment, money, car and whether I need to change my visa status and find work or get a green card. Other than that, please don't torture me by calling to talk. You hurt me too much and I love you too much to be a decent `friend'. I will always stand up for you in press or in court and defend you if you need it, but I can't spend time with you, call to chat or be a part of your life anymore. I wanted to have a life with you as a partner, you have to understand I had the rest of my life planned with you and I was fully invested in our relationship. That was a fantasy and we couldn't make it work. It didn't, I can't argue with that. But you know me well enough to know I am either all in or all out, I can't settle. I feel sick thinking about my future with you shattering and I don't know how I can get through it even without you attempting to act like we are just friends now. There is no way I can handle ever being just your friend so please don't torture me. I have never been so sad, I don't want to talk to anybody and there is nothing you can do to help, but the good part is I haven't felt hungry at all in 2 days. I just want to know what I need to take care of and how to organize my life and move on EFTA00733464